转眼间又到了2013年末
只能感叹岁月匆匆
离开了中学整整一年
当了大学生一个学期
心态也转变了不少
从当初的申请程序
到收到录取信
在三个选择之中做选择
筹备升学费用
再到整装出发
仍然历历在目
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| 老实说被NUS录取真的是一个意外，收到信时难以言喻的喜悦！ |
(if it weren't him I wouldn't be here studying in singapore)
and my loving aunt who's willing to let me stay with her, for not requesting any rent, and even provide meals
(if it weren't her I would have to pay high room rates in the campus)
今年真的是多事之秋
帮了我大忙的舅舅在短短的半年内病情恶化而病逝，收留我的姨丈突然病逝
真的
it's too much for starting my first term studying abroad
during the first half of the semester, sometimes skyping with mom SMSing with dad and I would be homesick like a cry baby
半个学期过后，适应了，但是偶尔思乡的时候情绪就会一发不可收拾
想念爸妈之余，还有会给我煮好吃的姑妈和阿姨、常去的那些很好吃的档口很warm的那些老板娘、家里可爱的狗狗和猫咪、以前的老同学，还有很多很多异乡没有的东西
来到新加坡
although it's just a gap of the causeway
there's a lot of difference
还好有AMCISA这个家让我还有一些依靠
虽说住在校外比较少跟其他朋友bonding
不过偶尔聚在一起活动时真的很有以前中学时候的feel
可能因为大家都是独中生吧
刚开始人生地不熟、彷徨的时候
不知道这个手续要怎么做、哪个module好不好拿bidding point高不高之类的时候
senior们真的很耐心的指导
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| Freshmen Inauguration Ceremony booklet |
渐渐适应下来
也渐渐脱离那个总要和AM人腻在一起的习惯
除了AMCISA
另外一个归宿就是NUSSO
没了CCA=没了student life
拿不定主意的我
一开始也不懂要commit哪一个club
stage, dance, debate, sports, etc
好像样样都好玩
到最后made up my mind
才发觉NUSSO是一个我可以把精神寄托进去的family
being accepted was totally a surprise as I thought I had screwed up the audition
(thinking that Mr Lim was too kind to me haha)
playing songs that I need to pick up my violin and practice harder was a stressful thing
(but feels great and accomplished after every job done, and my fingers come alive a little after these months)
经过挫折的洗礼
刚开始上大学的憧憬的确有被磨到一点点
甚至想这真的是我要的吗？
my mind totally didn't focus when I had class nor did any studying properly
感觉就是心很散
过了midterm再加finals
才第一个学期就已经有心理准备要用掉一个S/U option了
真的有点觉得NUS好像不是我该来的地方
(还要花这么多钱，欠这么多人情债)
但是想到既然已经花了钱、欠了债
这条路跪着也要走完，不能半途而废
(谁叫我当初贪方便贪慕虚荣选择这里呢)
欲戴王冠必承其重是这个道理吧？
yikes!!! i've to keep myself busy or else i'll 想太多
惨了...一篇完整的中文blog都写不出来了怎么去拿chinese modules???
(杯具~)
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