random thinking...

yeap...
time passes fast
REALLY fast...
CNY had already passed
now's 2nd week of february
that means
it's getting closer to monthly test
and most importantly
i've only 36 weeks left to UEC

so
life goes on
schoolwork, tuition, work, social activities, etceteras...

i'm not sure that whether i've done the right thing
such as....
keep letting myself down
due to some reasons
i can't find back my passion in the first place
a lot of things
seemed so complicated
and exasperating
especially
when
i'm in this situation

i can't deny
everyone would sure meet some special kind of people in their lives
that i'm not the only one who is in despair
i wish that i can ignore, or just lose sight of them
but you know
i can't
or else i'm not going to write stuffs here

i can't believe there are such stubborn people
but everyone has their own opinion
i'm not able to force mine into their minds
but still
when you see them getting into a dilemma
and you can't help them
or even approach them
they reject help
they don't accept or share views and discussions
they criticize(or scold) you back
and ask you to mind your own business
and tell everyone else that you are a liar, a hypocrite
your feeling will be confused
and be very unhappy that you are not able to help them

HEY!!!
I'M CURIOUS:
What's so wrong if i just want to help?
or you think i'm trying to frame you up?
what's the point?
do i get any benefit from it?
honestly
i'll only say and advise people whom i care
or else i'll save my time and do my own stuffs